Saturday, December 6, 2008

sometimes

i like crying at times. it's a nice[kinda?] reminder of how we feel. more people definitely need to cry more often. they need that reminder way more than i do. times are strange. but maybe they aren't, and things prior have been strange. we'll never know. i don't know if i can do this anymore.

i think i have a fever. i feel...feverish. and achey all over.



Our heads, our hands, our brains, our lungs: they're just machines.


i refuse to believe that.

4 comments:

metoyou said...

so what are they?

convincing dreams said...

they're more than that. we're more than that. i think we're magical in some sense. yes, we are machine like but there is so much about us that is intangible. with skin to skin contact, sometimes there are invisible sparks let off.
oh i don't know.

Chris said...

I think that was a theme on receiving end of siren's first album how we're machine-like and we need to change that but I'm not sure. I've just started listening to them again very good.

I promise you, I'm doing the best I can said...

Sometimes when people ask me if I'm alright with something, I tell them I am. And I try to convince myself I am. But then when I'm by myself, I think about whatever it was, and I just start to cry. Which shows me, I'm not okay with it. It's like a reminder and snaps you into reality. You are totally right.

Sometimes I like to cry too.